I gotta get shit done. I gotta make shit happen. I gotta learn more shit. I gotta develop myself and go farther in life.
Four months ago I was spinning my wheels in Kansas. I couldn’t sleep and all I looked forward to was a cocktail with ice in it. I was bored at my job, bored of the people I was meeting, bored with myself. I couldn’t get my mind off Julie; no therapy, no Elaina, and no amount of cleaning my apartment would do the trick. I drove back home across the country for a change of scenery and now I gotta get more done. I gotta polish my resume, I gotta network better and get a job, I gotta get
money, I gotta get up and go, I gotta read more books and write more everything, and I gotta make something of myself. Right now I got nothing and I’m probably still spinning my wheels but each day I roll out of bed feeling like today’s the day, go there and tweak this and learn that and something might happen.